Nunca tive tanto medo como agora, de perder um beijo dela
Num dia qualquer
Numa cidade qualquer
Duas almas ansiaram em se ver
Uma mensagem
Duas
Três
Quatro cinco
Cinco,
Seis...
Até que enfim decidiram se encontrar
Ela desmarcou seu compromisso:
Ele, nunca teve algum.
Ela disse que estava muito ocupada
Olhando a boca dele, sentindo seu cheiro
Ele estava ocupado demais pensando em que horas ia beijá-la
Aconteceu, eram quase três da madrugada
Ficaram umas 6 horas conversando
E rindo...
Mas como riram.
Ele disse que não ia mais mentir
Mas pra arrancar um sorriso dela: definitivamente valia a pena
Afinal o que é uma mentira?
É só mais uma narrativa;
Mais uma história que não aconteceu
Mas como definir o que aconteceu ou não
Se tudo nasce na mente
Mesmo que na mente inconsciente
A verdade é um detalhe.
Só mais um devaneio.
Que aconteceu por inteiro:
Do começo até o fim.
Prometo que você não vai fugir de mim, mais uma promessa ele fez.
Mais uma.
Será que essa também dava pra cumprir?
Se dependesse só dele:
Sim.
O cavaleiro sem coração morreu mais uma vez
Só que dessa vez
Ele fez tudo direito,
Eu sabia que não seria perfeito
Mas dessa vez, o amor foi verdadeiro
É muito fácil amar,
Numa mesa de bar
Mas será que na frente de um karaokê, é tão fácil assim?
Sem dinheiro na carteira nem vergonha
Andando pra caralho com ela em suas costas
Disse ela que gostava de se sentir insegura, vou ter que ser passivo em amargura...
Tenho mais que certeza que isso era mentira, hoje.
Pra amar essa alma dura, que não quer vestir nenhuma armadura
De novo o cavaleiro abriu mão de sua espada
Capacete e escudo
Amou ainda mudo
Pra escutar o silêncio
Dela
Se depender de mim:
Te amarei pra vida inteira
Mesmo que dure uma semana inteira
O intervalo de cada beijo
São tão poucos anos
Tão poucos meses
Mas tantos dias e horas
Minutos e segundos que passamos aqui nesse mundo
Meu amor é tão profundo,
Que tenho medo de mostrar.
Mas pode ficar tranquila
Vou te dando aos pouquinhos
Em doses homeopáticas de carinhos
E olhares bem sutis
Te amo desde nosso primeiro beijo,
Pequena.
-English Version-
It's amazing how can she help me cauterize my wounds
I've never been so afraid than right now,
to lose her kiss
Some ordinary day,
On an ordinary city,
Two souls wished to meet
One message
Two
Three
Four, Five
Five,
Six...
Then, they finally decided to meet,
She canceled her appointment:
He, never had any.
She said she was too busy looking at
his lips, feeling his smell
He was too busy thinking at what time he
should kiss her.
It happened, almost 3 o'clock in the morning.
But their conversation never got boring.
They stayed like 6-hours-in-a-row talking,
laughing,
They laughed a lot.
He said he would not lie again in order to
pop up her smile:
Definitively it was worth a lie.
Afterall, what is a lie?
It's only another story;
A story which has never happened.
But how can we define what has happened
or not?
If everything is born on our minds
Even if it's on our unconscious
Truth is a detail.
Only another reverie.
That has happened fully:
From the start to end.
"I promise you won't run away from me"
-Another promise, he did.
Only one more.
Could this promise be kept also?
If depended only on him:
Sure.
The heartless-knight died once more.
But this time
He done everything right,
I didn't knew it would be this perfect
But this time, it was true love
It's easy to love in a bar table
But, in the front of a karaoke, is it that easy?
Without any money or shame
Walking like hell with her in his back
She said she liked to feel unsafe,
I will have to be passive in that.
Nowadays, I am absolutely sure that was a lie.
To love that hard soul, which does not want
to wear an armor
Again the knight had to give away his sword
helmet and shield
Loved muted
To hear her silence
If it depends on me:
I will love ya forever
Even if a life lasts only a week
And we kiss once a week only
We have so little time
some years
many days and hours
and almost infinite minutes and seconds we live
here in this damn world
My love is so deep, girl
I am afraid to show ya
But remain relaxed,
I will give it to ya in little by little
In homeopathy doses
And really subtle stares
I love you from our first kiss,
"pequena".
It's amazing how can she help me cauterize my wounds
I've never been so afraid than right now,
to lose her kiss
Some ordinary day,
On an ordinary city,
Two souls wished to meet
One message
Two
Three
Four, Five
Five,
Six...
Then, they finally decided to meet,
She canceled her appointment:
He, never had any.
She said she was too busy looking at
his lips, feeling his smell
He was too busy thinking at what time he
should kiss her.
It happened, almost 3 o'clock in the morning.
But their conversation never got boring.
They stayed like 6-hours-in-a-row talking,
laughing,
They laughed a lot.
He said he would not lie again in order to
pop up her smile:
Definitively it was worth a lie.
Afterall, what is a lie?
It's only another story;
A story which has never happened.
But how can we define what has happened
or not?
If everything is born on our minds
Even if it's on our unconscious
Truth is a detail.
Only another reverie.
That has happened fully:
From the start to end.
"I promise you won't run away from me"
-Another promise, he did.
Only one more.
Could this promise be kept also?
If depended only on him:
Sure.
The heartless-knight died once more.
But this time
He done everything right,
I didn't knew it would be this perfect
But this time, it was true love
It's easy to love in a bar table
But, in the front of a karaoke, is it that easy?
Without any money or shame
Walking like hell with her in his back
She said she liked to feel unsafe,
I will have to be passive in that.
Nowadays, I am absolutely sure that was a lie.
To love that hard soul, which does not want
to wear an armor
Again the knight had to give away his sword
helmet and shield
Loved muted
To hear her silence
If it depends on me:
I will love ya forever
Even if a life lasts only a week
And we kiss once a week only
We have so little time
some years
many days and hours
and almost infinite minutes and seconds we live
here in this damn world
My love is so deep, girl
I am afraid to show ya
But remain relaxed,
I will give it to ya in little by little
In homeopathy doses
And really subtle stares
I love you from our first kiss,
"pequena".
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